I am having a terrible time finding some sort of balance in my life. It's a journey, that I know, but at the moment I'm not having fun. I woke at 1:25 AM and just couldn't get back to sleep. That's after only having three hours of sleep the night before and a 30 minute rest on the couch during the day.
I think I need my own little farm. To be with animals, to care for them and to love them. I think I need better focus. And I know I need my pain to stop, even for a little while.
Blah. Hold on while I take a sip of my Diet Pepsi. Better.
I stopped at my personal crack den yesterday, K*hls. How I love that place, there's always a bargain waiting for me. They had calendars marked at 50% off and since no one thought to buy the girl who collects calendars one for Christmas, I purchased one for myself. And it's pretty funny and surprisingly naughty! From K*hls, who'da thunk it? It's the Bad Dog calender.
Each month is packed with these little funny pictures and statements. Some people would seek out a calender of daily wisdom, but not me!
I'm feeling a flush of energy from the Diet Pepsi and I'd better use it. The boys are on vacation and you know that means arms and legs are broken until they want to go somewhere!